My love life is a mess. I want a better man. I'm seeking for a better man since I know what's the meaning of love. Sometimes it's hard to find someone who tells you he loves you too when you really wanna start a relationship with him. This is how I started with Jon.
But before I knew Jon, there are many guys I hurt. Till now only I know I have changed their life and I really important to them. Once I know, I feel sorry to them. I wish to be their friends to convince them to forget about me, find another girl in their life. Unfortunately, I don't know that they are so degil. One said he will not friend me anymore, another one said he will go back to his country, another one said he will wait for me. Why do all these happen to me? Do they know what is the true meaning of love? Can't be forced. I don't really like them, let go of me. Hope they will understand.